So, it’s been a few months and I’ve had time to simmer down. I’m still not happy about what happened, but whatever. People are people and I’m not meant to dwell on others’ shortgivings when I have so many of my own. I have grieved for the loss of a friendship, and now I’m moving on.
There will be some new boundary guidelines for this blog, however. Since I left for a bunch of reasons (the above reason being the straw that broke the camel’s back), I’m going to state right now that COMMENTS ARE MODERATED AND WILL CONTINUE TO BE MODERATED AT ALL TIMES. No, even if you (the general you) leave me a comment, I do not guarantee that I will allow it to be seen by anyone other than me. You (again, the general you) do not have a right to a voice on my blog, and if you get snippy about it, I will ban your IP address. Sucks for you and anyone else in your general vacinity, yes? Too bad. I will not abide trolls, or obnoxiousness to any degree.
Now, about email… Those who are awaiting responses from me, please know that I’ve discovered some in my spam folder, but since several people have asked basically the same question, I’ll be responding via a blog post on the subject of getting started with Apollon as a new devotee. That’ll be coming fairly soon, but not right, right away. In the meantime, enjoy my latest post from the Treasury of Apollon, on veiling and fear, which I’ll be posting here next.
Today is the last day of the Aegletia, as well as my birthday, so it’s supposed to be a happy day, but it’s not.
I’m letting my dear readers know right now that I am completely burned out on blogging in general, and sharing myself in particular. It’s not even due to anything I wrote on this blog, but my private blog, that was taken out of context and talked about publicly in a mocking and condescending way by someone whom I trusted. I’m over it now. I’m over blogging, I’m over people, I’m over trying so hard to be the group leader for anyone who hasn’t enough patience to realize that hey, Columbine only fled her home seven months ago, is trying to make it in unfamiliar circumstances, is raising a ten-year-old with another baby on the way, is still trying to organize a website with zero tech-support and limited funds, and she doesn’t have the time to hold anyone’s hand. I’m just fucking done.
I wasn’t going to give any explanation, but now you have one. Don’t expect me to post here again.